I have not posted in a long time

It's been so long what made me decide to post now?

I am sitting here in my office thinking, witch is rare, but
i am taking advantage of this moment.

Thanks giving has passed, Christmas has passed and now its
a new year hooray!(sarcastic)

If you were to ask me,

Charles are you happy?
At this very point right right now.
This very moment...

I would look at you with a blank look and
probably not say anything.

So, does this mean i am unhappy?
Could be...

So, Does this mean that i am dissatisfied with my wife?
Could be...

Could i just have some kind of mental issue that is messing
with my moods and stability?
Maybe.

Well if you then asked me directly if i was unhappy?
I wouldn't say yes or no.

I have been on drugs xanax and prozac. do they do anything
for me?
i don't really know.

Well if you are not happy or unhappy what are you then.

I am in a state of existence. Not much more then a dog.

I will leave it there for now, i hear tech's bitching about a flat tire.